Happy Birthday to my best friend.

                                                 Today is my best friends birthday.

                                            They are being a bit shy at the moment.

                              From the moment we met I knew we would be friends forever.

                            Happy Birthday Kevin ....I hope you have a wonderful  day.

Hopefully it will be still be beautiful weather next  weekend for you to do your Birthday present from LM and myself.

We know of Kevin's love for flying ....(he has his student licence and has done around 30hours in the air but had to stop due to commitments )

The LM and I bought him a GLIDER EXPERIENCE where he goes up in the glider and then takes the controls and then the instructor lands. Well that's what I think happens .ha ha aah

When we gave it to him he was really excited and said it was something he wanted to do.... so fingers crossed for a great day...

                      This would have to be my favourite photo of Kevin when he was little. I just love the curly blond hair. Poor Teddy looks like he has seen better days.....

             Out and about with his dad when Kevin was around 3 or 4 and they were still in England...

 

Check out my Kevin-no goatee or moustache.....

                                                   Ahh that's a bit better.So handsome isn't he.....

                                                                       My big fisherman.....

 

                        This plane was a joy flight for Kev that we got him for Christmas one year....
                                                      I just love the hat and googles....

                                             So Happy Birthday to my Best friend.

                     I love you today ,yesterday and will love you even more tomorrow........

                                    Happy 49th Birthday Kevin......you don't look a day older  xxx

My baby is now 30...

I can't believe it .My little girl is now a woman of 30.

30 can you believe it ......I am having a hard time coming to terms with this .....

Where has the time gone.

WARNING LONG PHOTO POST
........May cause crying (nana)

                                                        My beautiful newborn baby girl.

                                                          Yeah she was a Vegemite kid...

Her best friend Bear......We still have Bear I am going to give him to Jaxon when he is older.

 

Kerry's Christening. And who is that with the wild red hair ....Gee time does fly by too fast.

                My little tomboy going fishing and wearing a  Rabbitoh  jumper. Always a fan.

                   This is one of Nana's favourite photos...Kerry has always loved animals of any kind.

A little flower girl for my sister.The little pageboy on the left is the LM's big brother Chris.Who would of thought that the little boy would turn out to be over 6 foot.

        Gee she turned out so beautiful.  At first I didn't like the tattoo but now I don't even notice it.

 So thanks for strolling down memory lane with me ......I can wipe away my tears now.
I am just so happy that my baby has grown into a beautiful woman on the inside and on the outside and that she is now a new mother .She has made me very  very  proud and I love her heaps.

Wow...... time has gone by just so fast I dare not blink any more.

New Shoes

I am a big fan of  Osh Kosh shoes. The LM has been wearing them since he could walk.

He has never worn out a pair his feet have just grown out .

Kerry keeps saying to get him a pair of "Vans"  first of all I never knew what she was talking about and secondly I have never seen a pair.

Well it was time for a new pair of shoes so I got him a pair of black Vans. I gotta say he looks really cute (that's probably not the word I should call him now that he is "5")....

So there you go  no more Osh Kosh  we are Vans people now.Lets hope that for $60 a pair they last like the others did my guess is that they will be fine and that he will just outgrow these before he has a chance to out wear them..

Ouch

I had a lovely visit from Kerry and Jaxon this week and while  I was smothering him in kisses I noticed this on his forehead.

                                                               HIS FIRST BUMP......

                                              Poor bub.....Kerry said it happened at home.
Oh well Kerry this is the first of many...and being a boy there will be heaps.

Hey did I just say that?

Why because he is a boy will there be more than a girl.......

What crap......

Kerry for a while there you seemed to have a bandage on your knees and legs all the time.

So I guess what I should be saying is (get ready for some motherly advice coming up ) Be ready cause it's going to happen and happen often and also happen when you don't want it to happen.

love you

Our family's new Addition

Our family just got bigger today...

What you say ????

I said our family just got bigger today!!!

Well let me explain.......

 

Isn't she beautiful.....

 

                                          Ashley and Mel picked up their new dog....
                                                        Welcome to the family Kyla .....

                                                          She is seven weeks old today....

                                           Just look how sweet she looks. I am in love...

The LM was a bit shy of her but I think that will change. He hasn't had to deal with puppies much but he  better get used to them cause I am puppy sick and I want a puppy now

Hello Anyone there?

Sydney Saturday 21st 1.00pm

 

Well I hope I still have some people who still pop in to see what is happening in my world.

 

Well I have kinda  been losing it. Well not losing it as such but just angry and pissed off at how my life is going.

It seems that one day it is good and I feel top of the world next I am two steps backwards crying into a box of tissues ranting like a banshee over small things.

I often joke about the pain killers I am on .....but let me tell you I think they are killing me. The same with the heart pills and others I need to get off this cycle....

 

I need to wake up and be happy..... just be happy is that too hard....

Got blood results back I am extremely anaemic. No news there  My Doctor said no iron infusions this time  I need a full blood transfusion.....GREAT....

 

Then to top it off my kidneys appear to be not working properly...Like come on do I not have enough on my plate?  What have I done to have all this happen to me.

I changed my wounds on my legs  last night and you can now see a "tendon"coming through....Nothing they can do just look after it.Yeah well your not the one doing the looking after are you?

People have good intentions when they say what they need to. Some times I think they just say things to make them feel better. Remember what you say can hurt .Mum and Kev are good they know when to try to comfort me or when to leave me alone.

So I am sick of all the crap. I have said it before but this time I am taking charge.

I AM going to wake up happy and not let things get me down.

I am going to some how change my medications.I know I am sick but from now on I am going to try and deal with it in a different light.

I will take all comments about my sickness  and be gracious with them.I will smile when spoken to and mean it..

                                                                   Gold Coast Airport 2.20pm.
                             I am going to use this break at my mums to come back fresh and happy.

 

So now the three of us are getting off the plane all of us have different thoughts running through their head.The LM will be thinking he can't wait to see Nana and Pop and know he is going to be spoilt.Kev is thinking yeah no phone no work where is a beer.

And me well I am thinking "god please let everything be alright so I can spend the rest of my life with them.They may have faults but I love and need them.....'

 

I think God was listening.....

Little feet...

Have you ever noticed just how cute little feet are???
You know what I mean ,newborn baby feet,little feet before they have felt mud squishing through their toes....Before they have felt freshly mown grass under their feet.

I love it when we play this "little piggy" on their cute little feet.

When Jaxon was born I couldn't stop looking at his little feet .He has Kerry's toes.He is such a little cutie (of course I would say that but hey it's true.....)

I really wanted a copy of his foot prints and I knew my mum would too.Kerry would do his foot prints but I wanted her to do something a little different.And hey this is my first Grandson and in case you haven't noticed I am soo in love with him.

 I saw on Pinterest this cute little verse and they had the baby's foot prints stamped on the card but placed together to form a little heart.They drew around the foot prints to make the heart shape stand out more.

So I told Kerry about it and drew a little picture to show just want I wanted and hoped she would do....

Now while Kerry is quite crafty she also is her own person and it doesn't matter what her  mum wants her to do she will do what she wants.Which is a good trait  to have (sometimes ha ha ).

So I got her a nice blue ink pad ,printed out the verse on some card stock I had and gave it to her...

One for her, one for me, one for my mum and one for Emmanuel's mum.

Then I just leave it.If she wants to do it she will I have tried.....If she doesn't do it maybe I can kid nap Jaxon one day and do it then.He will be 18 but that wont matter to me ha ha ha

 I need not have worried my beautiful daughter made the 4 of them for me.I was so happy and  proud that she did them.

They looked so good .I love mine.......

I found this frame in my stash .....and now I can see my precious baby's feet...

Just think what a nice mother's day gift this would be for any Nana......

Love you Kerry.

I love these....

 

 

I saw these little cuties in a magazine and fell in love with them.

I just had to have them ........

But I couldn't find them Boo Hoo......

Then today I went into Bed n Bath and there they were just sitting there waiting for me....

I don't think I have ever bought something so fast in all my life.......

I got in the car and had the biggest grin on my face .Kev said what was wrong? I just laughed said Oh nothing.

Then it hit me ,where am I going to put them,..

and that my friends is another story

Can you believe it....

Can you believe it?????

After me whinge last night this happens today....

It is true as God is my witness...

I am so proud, happy,my heart is about to burst with love ......I feel like I could do cart wheels ....
Well that would be something to see....I cant walk properly so you would be looking at an old fat lady trying to do cartwheels...."BURGH" not a pretty sight ha ha ha

No honestly I couldn't believe it when the LM brought it in to show me.

Kev said he was showing everyone his award in Woolworth's.. He was showing the cashier so she gave him some extra stickers Whoop Whoop....(no that was nice).. They went into the bottle shop and he showed that cashier well she gave him 2 balloons and a lollie....He is making himself a nice little stash.

Anyway when he showed me I gave him a huge cuddle and I was crying and trying to tell him he was good and I was proud of him.He showed me the packet of mints that Kevin bought him as a reward...Oh crap do I have anything??? then I remembered I had a large packet of tic tacs in my draw that it was for him but I didn't give it to him cause of being naughty...Well he thought that was great...Ha Ha Kevin I upped you (first time).

 

Sorry about the photos being a bit blurry but my friend Michelle was there at the Kindy assembely (yeah I was at home sick as usual this makes me so pissed off -'sorry about the language '

and she had taken a picture of her son Diesel and was about to put her camera away and thought no just keep it out and then they called out the LM's name she said LM just sat there it didnt realise it was his name ,they repeated it and this time his teacher went over to him and nudged him he started to get up.........

Then when  they said his name for the 3 time BINGO the grin on his face was so big ....he was so happy.

Thanks Michelle for the photos  she emailed them to me I will treasure them forever to me they are PERFECT.......

Thanks to the LM's teacher you will never know how much this meant to my little boy-Thank you.

And a big thanks to "God" I just know you had something to do with this-thank you

I dont know what else to say as I am just blown away by everything and need to gather my thoughts.
                                                        
Goodnight xxx