Well this is me at the moment -even that picture is wrong I am so sad I must have cried a river or more.
I don't know what is wrong well yes I do -I am in immense pain I am sleep deprived drugged up and have had it,
Yep that sounds like it.
All I have done this past week is get the little fella ready for school then get up and hobble around to just do the house work -Just a quick sweep vacuum and make beds(the washing if I can make it outside to the laundry)-I hope Kev doesn't look too close or he will die -but as long as it looks ok I will then go and just sit, and go downhill.I try to leave nothing for Kev to do as he works looks after me and the little fella.
No craft-no emails-no phone calls no shopping Yep you heard that correct no shopping.
So much for me acting positive -crap then just now to top it all off my wedding ring finger started to hurt and oh god I have the start of some sort of open cut and swollen finger.
So i pulled off my wedding ring (now anyone who knows me will agree I don't take my rings off NEVER,they are never off my finger always on 24/7 - I don't care how much they cost they have a job to do -so on my finger they stay)So I have wrapped my finger up and it is starting to settle.
Poor Kev what he comes home to yuk a bangaged up wife with red swollen eyes from crying -Yeah Kev's got it made ....
So now I am devastated "what's nextI just want everything to go back to normal.You know go to bed with Kev and wake up with him.Now I go to bed anytime from 1.00am -4.00am but for how long no one knows.
And now here I am crying like a big baby while no one is here cause I am sick of everyone feeling sorry for me "saying it's ok everything will be ok blah blah blah"
CRAP CRAP CRAP
Maybe tomorrow will be different 1st day of Summer -Christmas month and all that ....
Please don't feel you have to leave a comment I just had to get this off my chest so thanks for well wishes